You Be The Anchor That Keeps My Feet On The Ground

2008-01-01T14:55:00.000+08:00

TIRED... long walk home yesterday.. went from church to farrer park, then took MRT to dhouby Ghaut. Walked through Orchard Road.. down to newton.. over to KK hospital.. around KK.. Down Kampong Java.. Down to Novena.. then Home. Reached home at 4.

Happy New Year Everyone!!

Guess some of my resolutions this year are.
1.) Grow closer to God.
2.) Put effort in every little thing like hmwk and test.
3.) Survive through 2008 without CCA (: - this one probably is gonna bring physical pain.
4.) Practice my bass.
5.) Have no conflicts with anyone - quite hard but i'll try my best.

More or Less that.

2007-12-31T11:16:00.000+08:00

-Insert title here-

ZomG.. for the first time, i slept at 10+ and slept till 10+ in the morn. RETARDED.

Wl.. sch next year is gonna be bad with Peter Tan as Principal.. Lao Eng zao ): so ytd went to cut hair. Slacked in church till 3 then went home take money then go Outram Park. Retarded-ness in the rain. Had Wash + Cut. Auntie wash hair like foot massage on your head.. freaking shiok but freaking pain too. I had a left-ward fringe and the uncle cut to the right now.. Hair is short now.. ahh ZzZ -.- Uncle was like "wo fang dong xi ah" then i was like what dong xi? then he put wax and gel and i was ZOMG! put okay la.

After that went play TP to slack. Arcade is retarded.. Lesterr pwn small Malay -fat- boy at VT 3 and he call big Malay - fat- boy to challenge. What the DULAN-ness??

Some guy playing the drums game and he seriously is too good its funny. Hes obviously learnt drums before and is good. While playing the game, he fills so much he screws the song up but he manages to pass! A W E S O M E !

2007-12-29T23:25:00.000+08:00

On the 12th Day Of Christmas.

Im so bored.. i need like shopping trips to Christian Audigier & Bape.

Well.. i guess since the year is coming to an end, should just blog about this year.

2007 has not been a good year for me. Despite the fact that i found my way back to Christ several times, i suppose that this is the best thing that could happen and all other.. "issues" are nothing compared to this wonderful thing. BUT, its not like i can just forget about what has happened. But if you know me well, you would know that i am not one to dwell in the past.

The year started like a good one i guess since 2006 was good. But a year is 365 days and not 30,60,90 days. This years many Ups and Downs.

- Going to HMC.
-Falling for someone.
-Fighting over someone.
-Giving up on someone.
-Fights with -friends?-
-Yet again straying from God.
-Losing my HP.
-Failure in Sch.
-Managing to go to sec 4.
-Back to God.
-Realising who my TRUE friends are. Though they are not the "Brady Bunch"

During JG i didn't want to go up cuz the people i wanted to thank were not there or well some of them. In no specific order :

KS - This year has been a retarded one. This year has proven that our friendship is not as simple as it looks. Still when i need someone to tell me that i was right, you were the one. So Thanks for being that friend and i hope that i was a good enough friend during your time of need.

Clifton - Though we've been closer friends for a year, you're the guy that i know i'll have something to talk about just cuz we love that crazy shit call ROCK & METAL. I hope one day we can be like a7x and chase ducks in the parks =).

Lester Lai - We're not that close now but still.. thanks for the memories at the start so cheers(:

Lester Tan - WTH retarded boy la.. got me to cycling and ended up falling on novena hill.. but still i don't regret the speed and the fun and oh yes. The crazy shit at Jalan Rajah!

John NG - Crazy Cell leader.. but has been a supportive one esp during Youth camp.

Auntie Lydia - SUPER SUPPORTIVE and very encouraging..

Sam Chua- Oh yes.. there is a part for you too. Every year there will be a bastard. This year, its your turn. Though you were the bastard, i will still Thank you. Why? Cuz without you, i would've nvr realised who my true friends are. I would've been stuck in the twilight zone thinking that you were the best friends a guy could have. Though this is not encouraging, this is to Thank You. So Thank you.. for being the bastard. In a good way.. depends on how you look at it.

I know the Thanks isn't that long and most people won't even see this but.. I'll have to do it and credit them.

Lastly, Thank God for everything.

2007-12-28T23:11:00.000+08:00

My Friends Are A Different Breed, My Friends Are Everything.

Missing Joel Yong's Party.. damn sad la but its okay! i had fun today. First went to play tennis at St. Wilfred's which was a total FLOP cuz i suck at tennis, BIG TIME! Retarded sitting under flats eating ice cream lol.. but ICE CREAM IS SHIOK! Grape xP

Went back to Jalan Rajah area to disturb some ppl hehe.. Our favourite guy. Eh ___________ ah! Finding snails, doing stuff to frogs and etc..

THE DETAILS OF THE EVENTS ARE TOTALLY ~~TOP SECRET~~.

Yeah! JG tmr =) Gavin Chandra! I want the BUBBLE GUM. Hope can go cycling to Changi too, HOPE!

Okay im gonna need a New Year's Party with Booze.. Host Anyone?

2007-12-26T01:41:00.000+08:00

Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning grey

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

2007-12-25T01:42:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas!!

So. Argh... i wanted to go Carolling tonight quite badly but had family dinner to attend to.. quite sad. But still, its Christmas Eve or Was Christmas Eve since im posting at like 1+. Since today was much-a-bore, i shall blog about Sat and Sunday.

Sat had Gift Exchange and i only realised we were exchanging gifts at 2 + so i went over to find some chocolates to buy.. i hope that the ones i bought were good whoever took No. 50 it cost like $10 so ENJOYz. I was running all over looking for wrapping paper so im sorry if its a crappy "Guardian" wrapping paper. Like on the way there, while i was listening to my mp3, this girl came up to me and said that this old guy pushing wheel-chair for this Ah ma was calling me. So i quickly ran after them and asked what they wanted. My bad luck, they asked for money. The guy was like "im going to commit suicide if i don't get any food" and im like thinking. Im about to go for church so how can i turn him down? Unfortunately, i was there when Auntie Lydia told JGians about buying food for them so i FLOPPILY gave him $10. After that had a good time and totally forgot about the incident. Haha rough games sia! "All Hands On Marcus!" My group "Simpsons" attained VICTORY and was best group(:

Sunday had late service.. it was around 130 but i went at 12. Stayed over in PH cuz i got con-ed by KS -.- but the kids were so fun to play with. "HIGH 5 GUYS!". IF YOU'RE SAVE AND YOU KNOW IT DO ALL 5. Lan-ed after that and Glen is so SERIOUS LA!

Alright so thats pretty much it(:

Joy To The World! The Lord Is Come!

2007-12-21T13:40:00.000+08:00

He looked at the lion & looked at his God and said "MY GOD IS BIGGER!".

ZomGosh! Been away at Youth camp for the past 4 days. Sad to say, my group was a let down but still.. Good Job Guys. Overall, it was fun :D jumping around the room during worship. Haha!

I think the Angel & Mortal game was screwed up for me.. my mortal was my angel o.O so like WHAT?!?! The last night was fun haha.. playing the jumping game. That game is soooo x___________ addictive. Ahaha.. Gavin Chandra LOL he tells the best ghost strories. Its so good its funny.

Alright so i shall end with the best cheer.
Performed by : Boys of dorm 3A.
Written by : Warren.

CHOKONEN!

CHO CHO CHOCHO

CHOKONEN!

KO KO KOKO

CHOKONEN!

NEN NEN NENNEN

WHAT?

NEN NEN NENNEN

WHAT??

NEN NEN NENNEN

WHAAAT???????????????????????

CHOKONEN!

2007-12-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense

i guess i should blog about yesterday too since one day is just too boring.

Yesterday went to tuition with Josh. Too manly ppl there so we had to wait for other ppl to leave. Josh was trying to teach tutor's grandson to say "hello" lol.. after that went out to play pool.. Josh's God sis damn retarded -.- everything also wan ppl treat. Damn bully ppl and call me uncle wtf?!?!

Today went out with the ppl to buy MCR tickets bitch. Then went to play pool again.. Ellery is on some pwning streak o.O

Just went off to Changi to send my Mum off to US for like a month plus.. =/

*sigh* tmr got stupid CC training which i am gonna have to drag myself to.. stupid Ernest bastard go send msg that insult ppl.. bastard asking for it. Ahhh waste my time.

2007-11-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

Now the time is here
For iron man to spread fear
Vengeance from the grave
Kills the people he once saved

Yeah iron man will kick your ass.

29 nov. 510pm. Caleb tan beat Abiel Franz Lim in pool. Hell yeah! what a come back. losing 3 games to 6 and first to 7 wins. Eating murtabak or however you spell it.. not that the people at al ameem know how to spell -.- but eating it sure helps(: stupid people asking us to buy some stupid soft toy to help ex-cons.. freaking make us spend $5 each.. haiz.. why we gotta be so kind hearted? i cant help but love myself.

After pool met up with Clifton who loves double cheeseburger to the max, and STONE the night away. Bukit Timah Shopping Centre is Pinoy central pls.. with the countless maid agencies and malay bridal shops. Freaking can't find anything there except IRC.

Don't shoot people like dimebag just because they rock too hard. Shoot Boy bands cuz they're suck too hard.

2007-11-23T22:14:00.000+08:00

YES. this is pain.

Slept arnd 330 ytd and woke up at 12+? then went to meet Lesterr at shaw and eat lunch. Went over to his house to play till about 7. It started to get boring so we had a change of activities. Decided to go for the usual bike ride except we went through chancery lane to barker road hill to novena. As usual,there were close calls but didnt result in any injury.

i hate the novena hill cuz there are so many freaking cars which means i'll have to use brakes which totally kill the point of slopes. There was some friggin excursion bus coming behind me so before i went, i rode on the pavement. I wanted to cut into the road once it passed but before i did that, there was some drop on the pavement so i flew over the bike, and well.. the rest you can imagine. My injury on my knee from chalet was healing and cuz of the fall, another layer of skin ripped off and it started bleeding like erm.. blood. cut my elbow, shoulder & hand. Friggin left wrist hurts like hell probably some fracture =/ typing this whole post with one hand. i think the tar from the road is stuck in my palm. Wow.. the only time tar is freakin me out.

Dad was like not giving a shit tho i told him about my wrist soo.. im stuck with the pain for the night =/

ahh gosh.. haven't got hurt so badly in a long time.. i guess it refreshes my mind about the pain =)

2007-11-20T22:15:00.000+08:00

I am unbroken; I’m choking on this ecstasy
Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live

last night stayed over at Clifton's house with Moses. Thanks Clifton(:

Woke up this morning and left for Boon Keng waiting for Lesterr to go vivo. After vivo went over to his house to watch Heroes till about 6 then went to cycle. Haha Brakeless service rocks. Down asimont lane we go bitches!

Tmr gotta go for stupid CC comp thing which i don't wanna go for but i strongly feel i should so im gonna have to drag myself there 2 times a week for 3 months and kill myself over a measly 3/4 CCA points cuz i strongly doubt we will win =/

ALRIGHTY. THE END.

2007-11-18T13:24:00.000+08:00

Even though she doesn't believe in love
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
They're filling his gut

Chal-ets!

Was at Aloha Loyang since thursday night.

First night soccer madness.. freaking a lot of teams were there all waiting to go in. We freaking lost to the malays la.. we actually won but they SORE LOSER dun wan out. Dunman sec fat boy GUMOH! ahhhhahahah!

Friday.. soccer and swimming with bridging and tai ti with a little mahjong.

Saturday.. JG & bbq. So bored of blogging okay....

2007-11-13T22:06:00.000+08:00

You Be The Anchor That Keeps My Feet On The Ground, I'll Be The Wings That Keep Your Heart In The Clouds - Mayday Parade.

And honestly, I have been begging for answers
That you and only you can give to me
A voice crying loud
I've been crying for days now
And as I start to run, I stop to breathe
(And I was nearly scared to death)
And I was nearly scared to death
(Why you left in paragraphs)
Why you left in paragraphs
(The words were nearly over us)
The words were nearly over us
You stop and turn and grab your bags
And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes
And every waves drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?"
With a tear in His voice, He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?
As hours move to minutes
And minutes take longer to break
I will be desperately awaiting
But my tongue won't fall apart
And we've been sitting here for hours
All alone and in the dark
So let me think of to word it
Is it too soon to say 'perfect'?
If I could find another thirty minutes somewhere
I'm sure everything would find me
All that's left is just to sing
And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes
And every waves drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?"
With a tear in His voice, He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?
?
I may never sail Virginia again
And as this current moves slow for me
This much you must know of me again
And I'll have you know I'm scared to death
Tell me once again
That you'll love me to the death
And should I die, you swear that you will come for me
As I fade away, you reach out your hand
(And please don't let me go)
And please don't let me go
(And please don't let me go)
And please don't let me go
And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes
And every waves drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?"
With a tear in His voice, He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?

2007-11-13T00:10:00.000+08:00

DON'T EVER WORK AT NYPS!

Ungrateful boss at NYPS hired 3 guys to help with the hard work at the start at after 1 week + fires you. WTH la.. After 2 days, Abiel got fired. Today, Jaydn and I got fired. LIKE CMON LA.. we work our asses off and you only can notice your own family members doing work? PoS! stupid job waste like 2 weeks of my holiday la -.- pay only comes on 15 dec seriously la..

Pacific Bookstore wth never freaking heard of it! Wan Sui Popular!

So im officially fired from my job. YAY!! can go out alr. Bitches!

2007-11-10T20:23:00.000+08:00

Adam ate of the fruit.

Work was boring from the start as usual.. i was under Ah Bing's mom haha. She scold like pro la.. Then scold me cuz i was talking to Abiel on the phone. Today was probably the most slack day of work so far cuz that BITCH kai ting shut her freakin mouth. Though she still talk behind our backs..

Adam Yeo is damn attitude. Since last week nt happy that i play with Pang Gor.. wth la that LOSER. He in love with Ah bing and Kai Ting. heh(:

2007-11-08T21:53:00.000+08:00

2 days is never enough.

Wahaha im super envious of those ppl who are enjoying their holidays while ppl like myself work. Im glad its only for 1 month =) these 2 days off from work passed damn fast but i still enjoyed waking up late(:

Today went over to Ray's new house at Hougang. OMG far! We both changed a lot since we saw each other. Went over his house to play GH2 the awesome shit which is damn freakin hard. Get pawned by Beast and The Harlot Expert level.

Rush home later to go out for bro's bday dinner.

I SAW PUNGGOL PRIMARY!! that cursed school which the bitch is being bred. KaiTing aka KT better not turn up for work tmr!!!

2007-11-08T00:16:00.003+08:00

After All These Years.

Yes! Thank God for off day today(: went down to salon to rebond my hair. Took about 1 hour to do. Was kinda bored just sitting in the chair waiting for the mixture to do its magic but it was worth the wait. So this is the new hair so get used to it! =)))))))))

2007-11-07T10:30:00.000+08:00

Jersey - Mayday Parade.

Cause jersey just got colder and
i'll have you know i'm scared to death
that everything that you had said to me was just
a lie until you left
now i'm hoping just a little bit stronger
hold me up just a little bit longer
i'll be fine, i swear
i'm just gone beyond repair

let's write a song that we can dance to
cause they all wanna listen
just to know how it sounds when
i do that thing you know that i do
when i find inspiration
this is me breaking down when

jersey just got colder and
i'll have you know i'm scared to death
that everything that you had said to me was just
a lie until you left
now i'm hoping just a little bit stronger
hold me up just a little bit longer
i'll be fine, i swear
i'm just gone beyond repair

let's write a song that we can sing to
and you can lead the choir
and put the hook where it hurts most
and you threw a spark that lit the candle
that set us all on fire
and sent a flame down the east coast

jersey just got colder and
i'll have you know i'm scared to death
that everything that you had said to me was just
a lie until you left
now i'm hoping just a little bit stronger
hold me up just a little bit longer
i'll be fine, i swear
i'm just gone beyond repair

and i should have been your everything
i'm now at the end of my eternity
and i will sleep to have the darkest dreams
this just won't seem right to me
i close my eyes and beg for peace

jersey just got colder and...
jersey just got colder and...
jersey just got colder and...

jersey just got colder and
i'll have you know i'm scared to death
that everything that you had said to me was just
a lie until you left
now i'm hoping just a little bit stronger
hold me up just a little bit longer
i'll be fine, i swear
i'm just gone beyond repair

i hate having to go to school then work cuz i'd have to wake up soo early. Yesterday was just so weird.. NYprimary is so CHEENA! their freaking school song is in chinese. I was takin a piss in the toilet and the school anthem went on.

Work was pretty easy but it sucked when we lost some books. Idiotic primary school system of spliting the science textbook up into like 5 books.. I don't like boss cuz she stole my customer ):

2007-11-02T19:20:00.000+08:00

Work Stress.

Day 2 of work!

Woke up at 645 and thought i was going to be late.. but i reached the Nanyang Primary at 730! Me and my lousy estimation. Wow today lao ban niang's (lady boss) daughter came to work. OMG i don't like her! keep complaining about Me,Abiel and Jaydn. Same goes for Ah Bing aka Pancake.

So we decided to have some fun and play around while doing the most fun part of the job. FOLDING BOXES! =D

We actually made more than that but it rained today so we couldn't take with the rest. And chao lao ban niang! dun like her.

Later continued to do work which sucked cuz lao ban niang dun let me fold boxes.

Taking bus in the morning is damn fun just that its a lil crowded cuz of the Ngee Ann ppl. Other than that, its fun to watch ppl sleeping ahaha.

More to come tmr!

2007-11-02T18:45:00.001+08:00

HELLO! im blogging again cuz now that im working, i've got things to blog about so post count : ONE.(: